Follow them

I dont know what brings happiness
How can I not know what creates my happy feelings
its insane, everything only exist in my brain
but if you're not aware, of how your brain function
it will lead to a disfunctioned life and disfunctioned choices
and it's sideffects

But I know what makes me sad
what brings me down, what's actually bad
but then why do I still act this way
I still do these things that are bad for me
that brings me down in the first place

Im running lost in a confucing space
trying to follow someone in a maze
but when i loose my sight i have to face
what really brought me here in the first place

like waking up from a bad dream
and now reality , strange seem
I dont know who i am anymore
and I dont even know who i was before

We are runned by patterns
evil, destructive patterns
lead to evil destructive actions
lead to evil destructive thoughts
lead to evil destructive confusion

they will control you
everything i do is leading to
following patterns wrong directions
if you dont try to read them you wont be aware
of where they are taking you
aware of your actions,
youre destructive repulsive habbits
If you dont question them
you wont be able to gain control
the patterns, if you dont control them, they will control you


they will control you
everything i do is leading to
following patterns