That concert ticket...

Seriously thou people fuck that shit " relationships" ! It sucks everything out of our soul and keep us without anything just hanging there having no clue what to do next !
Why im saying this now ? Bcz I just the tickets for Green Day concert mailed to me .. Two of them ! One for me and the other shoudl have been for my girlfriend.. The love of my life! But guess what .. She broke up with me like 10 days ago ! .. Now every damn thing happes to me reminds me of her..
Whatever im doing she just pops up in my mind Bcz we used to do everything together.. For a while there i believed that she was the one I would spend the rest of my life with..
We studied together , we partied together, we played together, we cooked, we talked , we smoked , we planed our future trips ..
Now it's all gone .. I can't enjoy anything bcz everything reminds me of her ! ..
We were supposed to go to the concert together but she also fucked that up for me ! .
I gave her everything! EVERYTHING.. And she toke it all ! When I had nothing else to give she just throu me away and left me empty !
And the worst motherfacken part is ... I still love her ..