I just..

.. Don't wanna do anything..
My mums getting married at srf today.. And I don't want to..
I wanna be with the one I love more than anything..
I hate knowing that he's the one for me and that he feels nothing..
Yesterday was the last day I will see him for how knows how long..
I wish I didn't love him.. But I can't help it..
God knows I try to take the feelings away, try to be strong..
But what can I do.. I know he will never take me back..
The day we broke up (March the 3rd) he said he lost feelings for me..
He couldn't tell me how long he felt that way or why..
And it still gets to me today..
I love you bby forever and always..
(And for people who know who I'm talking about don't say anything as I know it will get to him and I just want him to be happy, I just need to write it somewhere..)