Shadows

The adrenaline is constantly flowing through my veins. I fight the shadow in the dark as it rains. I get so exhausted but I can't stop.. It keeps flowing and flowing till the very last drop.. I stand up straight as I begin to feel dizzy, once again the shadow won, it took over the place and suddenly I was gone. I fainted out I think, or maybe it had been my last fight.. The fight against myself, the lies, regret and fear, hidden under my shadow that brought me here. I simply couldn't accept myself as I was, I had to be more, more than I had potential to be! Now where should I go, it's so hard to find honesty and love again, and like this… I can't live with myself. Shame is all over me, I regret being so false, I fear being unseen, I want to be loved. But how should I forgive myself? The mystery is universal, but the answer is clear; Go out there and be real, show people who you are, big, small, shady or a rockstar. Our shadows are who we are, one of the rare things we can not delete nor trade. You decide whether it's a criminal or a cop. Another important factor is forgiveness, evil deeds are not forgotten but written over by doing right. So cheer up, stand up, and smile!