sanningsokarens blogg

Well the topic says it all ? Not really i think people under estimate the value of having some one close who cares for you. In my experience i often have conflicts with the people i care about. It can be anything something small or something big. Religion is something who always will came up in our house being the only one who dont belive in god, makes it hard to dont belive that he is just a joke.

I think of course you need something to belive in to make your life easier, that part is not where it goes wrong. The part when it goes wrong is when you are trying to enforce your belives to other people. Sure you need to do that for your religion to carry on, but really if your religion is the "one". You dont have to make other people belive they should really figure that one out for them self.

What i'm trying to say is that even if i dont belive i can see why you want to belive in something greater then yourself, But please dont make me ill and try to enforce me your religion becouse baby that wont work!

Have you ever thought you knew something and always had this knowledge? I have in several occastions been totally sure of something and then i realize it was just a dream. My mind remember the dream and for me i was sure of it was a fact.

It's scary how real some dreams are for instant i once had a dream their i had to kill one of my best friends, just becouse ha didn't do what i told him to. When i later woke up i had a tear in my eye and i was sure of he was dead.

I soon discovered so wasn't the case but for a second i thought he was dead and i was the killer, In that moment i realized that dreams are more scary and deciving then a real person. Dreams project the minds deepest fears and takes advantage of you for a moment and when you wake up, You can't really be sure if it was a dream or not.

And that's why i hate to sleep becouse when i wake up, Do i know if i'm really wake or is my life only a dream?

I remember i time when i had you, I needed you i feelt you. And yes you completed me, but now. I dont even remember how you look like, how you smell like. I lost you forever.

Even if i consider the fact that i'm perfect and beutiful i can't cope with the fact that you're never with me anymore, Leaving me with sorrow and grief i was lost in the void. Of being alone and sad.

Finding somone to hold on to is a hard task but i belive if we try, and if we carry on even if we get hurt more then we are happy love will conquer everything. Love will give us back everything we sacrified. Every breath we breath is a miracle. Every step we take is more then alot of people can do.


Remember This, We are all unique , We are all beutiful and we all matters even if you dont see it yourself someone loves you. Someone cares for you!

One person wont tell you who is telling everyone to lower their expetactions/standars on girls cuz they think they need to look like Victorian Secrets models, Wrong, you girl out there. Yes alot of men will need to be with a model just so he can brag about it later on, but those guys dont have to confidence to tell a women that they dont need to look like a model, they dont understand the true passion of life.

But still if you looks like a fuckface you need to change that, first of all you need to look at yourself and point out what you like about your self then boost those atributes, cuz lets face it everyone is looking at your apperance not your "personality".

Be happy with the one atributes you got going and boost them , if you have big boobs "push-up" bra is your way to boost that, That doesn't mean you should have cleavage down to your stomage. Often the forbidden fruit is more attractive, let those boys work for it.. :)

And don't forget that you need to work to find love , someone is lucky and fall above it without trying but face it that's not you. Often we boys are the one who are working to have a girl and those girls know they are pretty and plays with our feelings.


what i want to say with this is dont lose hope, even if you are lonely and upset you can find love or what ever you want if you work for it. just dont sit around and wait and see, be there and work for the things you want!

When earth stood still and the moon and the sun turn, the living and the dead morn in peace.
Then the humans evolved took their birthplace as the ruler of both moon and sun but yet not the dead.

Soon came a time when the dead rised against the living under the number of the beast 666, living then got afraid of the power from the dead, so they came up with a plan.

Each year a sacrifice will be made at the 24:th december leading from year 0 to 2012. Soon the devil realized that ruling over the dead was not only boring but doll. So he accepted the human sacrifice for the place as their ruler.

Little the human now of was that 2012 the world going to end and with it the reign of the forbidden one, the beast from the underground, and a new world will rise to take it place where no darkness will find a place to hide.