The sadness over life

They say that i look at the reality to negative,
That there are good things happening,
But the most people don't know that the are the worst things in this world,
That makes me feel like this,
I am looking at the big picture,
To stop feeling sad is to take the thing that makes you sad away,
I can't look away with knowing all this misery,
I can't be happy over small thing,
Not for long,
I really wish that more people will genuinly care about more things,
And make more differense,
If we can have more understanding i think we could do better.

Every bad feeling is eating me up,
I feel it in every cell in my body,
Because it is to much,
It fills me up.

People says that i should need to focus on the happy stuff,
I explain my sad life and ask what can i really be happy of?
My memories are making it hard while it spreads like a venom,
People can't give me a logical answer.
It ends with me,
Talking about the bad things in the world,
I ask them,
What can we do to stop it?