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I just came back home.

This whole day I have just felt bad... All the time I just had a feeling that I want to someone to take me into his/her arms... And then when I went one blog on morning I almost started to cry. Without any reason. I don't understand myself anymore. *sigh*

I was in Helsinki with my best friend and I got tickets to D's concert. ^^ D is my favorite band. ^^<3 And yeah, I have two tickets because I need to give the other one to one friend of mine who live's far from Helsinki. xD But one thing that I don't understand... When I this morning booked those tickets, just maybe 1 hour after that I started to feel sad. I don't know why... It's not normal because I should be happy that D is coming to Finland... Some day's I'm happy and some day's I'm not. *sigh* I really love D's music and I adore their guitarist Hide-zou, but still... I don't know... I really am happy that I have a chance to see them. ^^ Well... Maybe this feeling get's better later. I hope so...

*sigh* I don't know... All the time I just feel alone... Yeah, I have friends and my best friend but still... I feel empty... Something is missing... I don't want to be alone... Please... Someone... Hug me... Keep me near...