So...

She wrote to me telling me it’s help she needs,
She said that she cries every night and she’s weak,
And now she just bleed.

Why does everyone look so damn perfect,
I’m sixteen and I feel really worthless,
My skin doesn’t look so clean,
I wanna look like Katy Perry,
Katy never had problems like me,
Bet she never felt so fat and ugly,
I’m sick of this pain and I want it to end,
A blade in my hand and my life in front of me,

I feel really nervous,
I wanna be skinny but I get so hungry,
Got bad pains inside of my tummy,.
I hope that they won’t even notice the scars.
My arm sis a mess,
I won’t wear a dress or short skirts,
I can’t cope when things get messed up.
Yet again I fall into the same mistakes,
I guess you would never understand,
The feeling that comes with a knife in my hands.

I said "I can’t cope anymore…
And now I just bleed.
I just bleed."