Dikter 28 jun

"When everything went wrong" Ny!
What happened? What went wrong?
The love we shared, has unprepared gone missing.
How things could be, forever you and me.
And we are waiting for the crash, to smash this relationship into pieces.
But there is hope, there is light, to save this relationship with holy might.
But what should we do? We have gone lost me and you.
Let us pray, so foreve we shall stay together.
Damn what went wrong, id like to know.
But sleep now, enjoy the night.
Because Nothing Lasts Forever.


"Drawing of the Icecold Razor" Ny
As i am feeling my heartbeat hitting harder and harder over the tought of making myself bleed,
Why do i feel this bizzare emotion to do it, Why?
Taking up the shiney metal piece, my heart starts beating harder.
Why, Why?
*Fast struck, skin ripping, red liquid puring out*
I fall back heavily hitting the ground hard and rocksolid,
The blood aint stopping,
I feel the cold sensation of pain from the red stripes on my wrist,
What have i done....

"Dark love"
To long has mankind’s dreamless lifestyle held you back,
To long have they suppressed the true you, rise up you mistress of darkness, my beloved vampires,
Rise and show everybody the true you! You are more than you would ever dream of, and I will pull out that darkness out of you, I will unleash your blood thirst for power and strength, I will learn you how to be what you was supposed to be, my loved vampires, embrace me into you darkness, I want to be one with you, make me feel your pain, let me dwell in your sorrow, let us show the world the true meaning of dark love.


"The Cruel circle of life"
An eternity spent behind hells gates of oblivion, I am a fallen angel.
My soul is black and my heart is shallow, I am nothing but a dark filled shell.
I was sent to get another life, I was supposed to be renewed,
But a small fragment of my dark me stayed, as I grew bigger so did it, feeding on my dark deeds,
There is no salvation for me, I am only to be sent to oblivion’s gates yet again.
I don’t need a savior, IV accepted my fate.
My life ends by my own two hands and the cruel circle of life is complete, so yet I sleep, one again.

"Deaths sweet Embracement"
I hear the echo of deaths liquid dripping in the darkness surrounding me,
The end is here…
As I slowly walk down the stairs while blood is running down my eyes,
The pill bottle is empty; there are no more pills to swallow…
As I’m embracing death I feel my life essence draining,
I feel the coldness on my shoulder as death comes to greet me,
To take me away into a dark forsaken world,
Where I will remain forever until the end of time,
There’s no sympathy for the dead,
So don’t cry over my spilled life,
I don’t belong here…
Oh my sweet death embrace me!
Make me feel the real pain of love and life,
Tell me you love me death,
Tell me pain I’m forever yours,
And tell me life I will never be yours again…

"Love and fate" <---Ny
What is love, what is life, what is anything that matters?
What is death, what is fate, what is everything but matters?
Is and eternity spent loveless, worth one days happiness?
Is it better to loved and lost, then never loved at all?
What if your fate was to love and lose and nothing more,
What if I was meant to wait until death embraces me into its cold arms.
Insanity comes in different forms, in that way will I become insane?
Where will I cross the line, and how.
oh death come and save me!


"Du, min gudinna"
Om du var solen skulle jag dyrka dig som den gudinnan du är, och skulle jag då få välja mellan dig och evigt mörker, så skulle jag tillbringa den evigheten med dig, för du är min sol, min luft, mitt livs lusta. För vem skulle behöva en sol i himmelen när man har dig bredvid sig. Vem skulle behöva eld när mitt hjärta brinner i passion för dig, vem skulle behöva vatten när dina läppar är så honungs söta, Vem skulle då inte dö bara för att se dig leva.

"Mörkret och ensamheten"
Pojken satt där ensam i sin hörna,
Han ville dö men ingen ville höra,
hans rakblad var hans ända vän,
han ville se blodet rinna,
för att pojken nu skulle försvinna,
han sa förlåt och slöt sina ögon,
pojken föll nu och blodet bara rann,
i sin mörka värld förevigt han försvann.

"Glömda minnen"
Pojken sitter på sin säng med rakbladet i sin hand,
han lägger den mot sin handled och drar,
han gör det om och om, hårdare och hårdare,
plötsligt slutar pojken, i skräck ser han hur blodet forsar,
han tappar bladet ur sin hand, faller sakta i sin säng och sluter ögonen,
blodet fortsätter att rinna och pojken börjar sakta försvinna,
pojken lever inte mer, han är blott ett minne nu,
han sa förlåt men det räckte inte till,
han ville bara att hon skulle förstå hur stark hans kärlek var till henne.


"Coldness at the edge of the knife"
Once upon a time, there was me and all that i loved, then you came into my life.
You seduced me, you poisoned me, you made me turn on all that i loved,
you made me commit the greatest sin of relationship.
After that i just watched, i watched as my life and all that i loved just fell to pices,
I watched and waited, in the little hope i had of that you, would at least be there for me, but infact i was all alone, you who were a childhood friend of mine, you dug that icecold knife right into my back.

"All the things you said"
As the winter passed and now comes a blurry future, my heart is on auction, it goes out to the highest bid.
You won the bid you took my heart, you chewd it up and spit it out, you left me broken, you left me dead.
You left me even tho the things you said.
You said you loved me, you said you cared, and after that you desippeard.

""The shadow of my dreams"
Im running, it's dark, i can barley see where im running, im being chased,
i can see the shadow grow bigger and bigger behind me, coming closer and closer,
i cry out, but its in vain, there nobody there, im all alone, i just keep running,
in desperet hope of salvation, to somone bring me that little candle of hopes light,
so i can atleast se, se the few steps ahead of me.
Now the shadow is surrounding me! I feels its cold, cold grasp on my shoulder,
and as continues to wrap my body, I wake up, it was all just a dream, but it dident matter,
i could have died, and it wouldent matter, it was just a dream, it was just a dream...


"Ensamhet och dårar"
Som man satt där ensam i sin hörna,
I en bubbla där man inget kunde höra,
all den smärta och ångest man var fast i,
Den var bara din att hålla vid i,
man ville skrika man ville försvinna,
man ville blekna bort i dimma,
Man ville bli hörd man ville bli älska,
men allt man blir är bara förälskad,
med kärlek som är obesvarad.
Allt till vilken nytta,
För att alla bara myttar,
Alla bara sårar och försvårar,
Men de är ju bara dårar,
De vet inget om hur livet sårar.

"The Pain of loving you"
Oh the pain
The pain
The pain of love and misery
Depression oh the sweet depression
My wrists are bleeding
My wrists are crying the tears of my heart
Its all for nothing its all for everything
Its all because of you.

"The darkness of being alone"
The darkness in my heart finally came out, it surrounds me.
Im now standing by the ledge, but i cant see it, its too dark, i dont know in what direction i have to turn to save myself, im scared to take the wrong stepp and fall, becuse there is no one the for me, nobody can show me the light, nor the right direction, please sombody save me, cuz i dont want to fall. I need to be saved, but when i reach into the darkness there is noone there, so i fall on my knees crying, hoping that someday, sombody will come and rescue me and save my dark filled heart. I need to be saved but there is nobody there, there is simply nobody there.....so mabye soon, ill will take that last stepp and hope that i took the right one, or i will forever fall down the dark hole i came out from.

"The Forgotten"
Before this great Darkness i stand,
All alone.
The everflowing river of time,
Will wash my name away from the face of the earth,
And all of your memories.
I will be forgoten.
I that will be left is my shadow,
It will be hiding from the divine sun of salvation.

"Lost of souls"
My soul died, all that left is an empty body, that walks this earth, trying despertly to find its soul again, trying to find salvation.
But the soul is long dead and wont comeback, this body needs a seed, a seed of souls that will grow inside,
But there is nobody that can help this soul to ressurect, so this body will walk this world untill its old and rotten.