Nothing of Importance.... Apparantly...

I'm Hurt, but I guess my feelings doesn't count...
I'm screaming on the inside, but my voice dies out...
I'm all alone, though I'm standing in the crowd...
They can't hear me, their voices are too loud...


I try to tell you, every single day...
But you're too busy, you turn me away...
You give me the hand, as if I didn't matter...
And my cries are killed by your pointless chitter chatter...
I mean nothing to you, so why would you bother,
To listen to me, when you favourise my brother...?
You take no notice in how I feel,
"I'm overdramatic, I'm not for real"
But it's not a show, I'm not acting out.
It's my feelings you're ignoring, Why can't I shout?

You've never listened to a word I say..
Yet you somehow imagined, that I was okay..
With the fact that had to I BEG, for us go together..
Then you suddenly tell me, That you will go alone, that will be much better....
I said I was okay, but OF COURSE I WAS LYING!!
I said it not to hurt YOU.... And now I'm all Alone..
with my Favorised Brother, And my Favorising Mom.
Sure You left me behind, cus you thought I'd be okay...
But How can I stand three weeks, with people who doesn't notice me... ?
I said I'll be okay, now you know I was lying...
I hate my mom, and My Brother hates me...
And I can't stop crying over where I could have been right now..
It's a once in a life time opportunity, I wasted it... now look at me...

I'm pathetic a looser who thought of someone else.. t
hinking they'd do the same, now I'm a mess..
They will never return the favour,
Cus they couldn't care less...
About me...


And BTW:

Mind the Gap... Yeah? THANKS A LOT FOR THAT!!!
YOU WERE TOO BLIND TO SEE THAT I PUT ON AN ACT
I DIDN'T LIKE THAT TSHIRT, HOW DARE YOU CALL ME DUMB?
IT WAS AN INSULTING COMMENT TO ADD ON YOUR GIFT
"I saw this and thought of you..."
Might as well've add "You BLONDE PICE O* SHIT!"
CUS THAT'S HOW I FELT WHEN YOU SAID THAT TO ME...
YOU CALLED ME BLONDE AND STUPID.... AND PUT YOURSELF HIGHER THAN ME

BUT GUESS WHAT? I'M SMARTER!!!!!!!
I DON'T BELIEVE IN FAIRYTALES FOR ONE!!!!!!!
BUT YOU'VE CAUGHT ON THE BIGGEST ONE OF THEM ALL, THE TALE ABOUT GOD...
HOW DUMB CAN YOU BE??

YOU SHUD BE THE ONE WEARING "MIND THE GAP SIGN"
CUS YOUR SO BLIND YOU DON'T EVEN SEE THAT THE PEOPLE YOU STEP ON, THE ONCE YOU CALL FRIENDS, THEY HURT BY YOUR INSULTS..... AND THEY THINK LESS OF YOU AS YOU DISH THEM OUT LIKE A FREAKIN HAIRSPRAY BOTTLE!!!!!