Känslor i ord (Engelska).

I really don't know what i'm going to do with my life, before she came along I was just dragging my flesh around.. taking one day at a time and simply thinking about everything... alot. When I met her my life got a new sort off meaning, but she is not something that was a nice change of paste or anything, she's not an objective for me to have and feel good about, She is the individual that I love and is more then words can describe. I've never "loved" anything before or anyone, i've either had strong feelings for a certain person or respect or simply a certain "love" torwards a material thing.. like my computer for example or when I got my first mobile phone or certain games that have touched me on an emotional level beyond describing.

Anyhow, my definition of love is.. odd I suppose. I'd like to think that it's the ideal one and well, who know's, maybe it is? It's so hard to explain it in words but it was made from something that moved me alot and changed my life, to know that you will be with this person trough joy and hell itself if so be and you will just know that no matter what happends, you will be one. It will be us two as one person and everyone else are the once we let in, but we are united in a way... if I have a soul, it belongs to her.