Gamla Dikter

"These feelings of mine
They should just be fine
Intead they make me sad
I think I'm going slightly mad
If I can not choose
Everything, I might loose
This decision is too hard
I need to pick a lucky card"
 
 
"Do you believe in fate?
If not, it's never too late
Or do you prefer chance?
Then could you give me this dance?
I don't care either way
As long as you stay"
 
 
"Time passes by so slow
How do I make that spark glow?
I remember the times when it shone
I never felt alone
Time used to pass so fast
I wished I could make it last
That feeling surrounded me like a glove
For all I knew it was love
Who will wake up that fire from it's sleep?
Is there someone able to make it that deep?"
 
 
2010-09-17
 
"As I'm out, taking a stroll
I realise I'm slowly losing control
These feelings are getting harder to conceal
I wonder and wonder, could it ever be for real?
Your perfectness is haunting me in my mind
Is this what they mean by 'Love is blind'?
Even though theres no such thing as 'perfect'
All your flaws I more or less neglect
Please relieve me from this pain
Take it away just like dust vanishes by rain
Those three words followed by a kiss
To be the one whose lips you miss
That is my only wish"
 
 
2010-09-18
 
"As swift as the wind blows
And as fragile as life itself
Though it always shows
You might not realise it yourself
That feeling is more than you can handle
It warms like a second skin or glove
The only light between you a candle
In all it's beauty a thing called love"
 
 
2010-10-11
 
"You're the sweetest girl I've ever known
For you my feelings have only grown
No matter how hard I try
I still wanna cry
I can't get you out of my mind
You really are one of a kind
There is just one thing on earth I fear
And that's not being close to you, my dear"
 
 
2010-10-13
 
"Every day I can't help but to pray
To hear those words you might never say
That is my most precious goal
To reach out and touch your soul
Then I could throw away this pain
And it wouldn't have been in vain
If hope remains I will keep trying
Take my word, you know I'm not lying
I will wait for you until the end
Hopefully, your love you will send
I'm not sure if I've felt like this before
These emotions are too strong to ignore"
 
 
2010-10-??
 
"I'm at the verge of collapsing
Not really sure of anything
There's something I haven't confessed
And that is I'm partly depressed
Love has taken it's toll
Bit by bit I lose control
That's not the only sadness I know
Still it's the one I mostly show"
 
 
2010-10-18
 
"I'm being tortured by this urge
Waiting for salvation to emerge
It's been far too long
Now it feels all wrong
No breath against my neck
Not far from turning into a wreck
The wonderful touch of skin
Is everything but a sin
Hands against hips
The pulse-pounding meeting of lips
This expression of affection
Gives you a stronger connection"
 
 
2010-10-28
 
"I am the same as a tree
Here for anyone to see
Still getting no recognition
To find my place, that's my mission
Sometimes feeling like a wraith
About to lose all my faith
Expected as a man to be brave
Love and pain turned me their slave"
 
 
2010-10-31
 
"I can't help thinking about you every day
My feelings for you are deeper than I could ever say
Just lying next to you would be like dreaming
The thought of kissing you so intoxicating
I wanna cuddle, make out and talk
Or maybe just taking you out for a walk
I will do whatever it takes
If I screw it up my heart breaks
But you I cannot really blame
Still I wish you would feel the same"
 
 
2010-11-02
 
"This way I can't continue my life
Still I lack the will to end it by knife
Everything is so messed up
Please, let someone bring me up
I don't know if I can take it anymore
My soul is getting so unbearably sore
Why can't I just be put to sleep
A sleep so very, very deep"
 
 
2010-11-25
 
"Sometimes I think I'm going mad
My longings for you go really bad
How big of a chance do I actually have?
If I could I would give you each and every desire
That is, of course, if you keep putting my heart on fire
If you'd answer my love I'd be in heaven
Yours eternally twenty-four-seven
There's no words on earth to describe how I feel
But this much I can tell you, it is for real"
 
 
2010-11-28?
 
"Nothing I do seems to be right
Now I can't get rid of this fright
This fear and pain took the best of me
There's more to me than what you see
When I manage to get back on my feet
A much stronger person you will meet
Until then I hope I won't drive you mad
That would be so very, very sad
If I've ever done you wrong I'm sorry
About me you don't have to worry
Even if you never want to make out
I wish you still wanna hang out"
 
 
2011-02-21
 
"This may sound a little "gay"
But I can't finds the words to say
I feel like I'm gonna pop
There's no way to make it stop
Because of you I'm euphoric
You really blow my mind
You're one of a kind"
 
 
2011-02-24
 
"This feeling could be so nice
Just a hug would suffice
Though I know that's not completely true
I cling to it to not become blue
Weakened by your eyes, I'm so glad
To lose control like this, ain't it sad?"
 
 
2011-05-11
 
"Darkness fills the hall
The only sound two lovers breathing
Is there anyone else there at all?
Two hearts excitingly pounding
Lips curiously searching for each other
This moment there exist no other
A hand going down her top
She begs you to not stop
Pants down
Shirts thrown
Kissing up her neck lightly
You hear her go crazy slightly
Pushing her up against the wall
Soon your name she starts to call
Later resting her head on your chest
Telling you you're the best
Falling asleep where she lies
Smiling and as cute as can be
Hoping this feeling never dies
There's more to this than others see
Expressing love through body, mind and soul
Is there any sweeter goal?"
 
 
2011-05-26
 
"Why does my body starts to ache
Just by looking into your eyes?
You were everything I wanted
Still at times I can't stand you
Why does love have to be so cruel?
Why can't I just get over you?
 
For a moment I believed
You could love someone like me
And now I thought it was over
That night proved me wrong
When will someone answer my call?
Hear the broken tunes of my heart's song?
 
Surrounded by friends on every side
So why am I still feeling alone?
Waiting for someone to see me
Love and excitement is what keeps me going
Hope is the last thing to leave ones mind
Searching, waiting and hoping
Still real love I can't seem to find"