fuck... -.-

You took more tears from me
than anyone before
You brought more sadness
than anything before

I thought I was done with this
masochistic, selfpitying shit
and still I find Myself again
crying for your arms

seems like nothing can be done
my obsession grew to deep
you're a never healing wound
a crack straight through my mind

Now, I beg of you my friend
beat some sense into me
and if it doesn't work at all
jast keep going
'till there's nothing left to beat...