Fuck my life X_X

My mother just called me, I hate my mother... But one of my favorite siblings live with her and I asked him if he wanted to meet me and he said yes... But my mother found out that and now she won't let me see him... she has bullied me through my whole life and is just existing to make my life as shitty as possible... I'll just say that um... she succeded, but I will stand up for myself and won't take any more hits from her