Tjej, 28 år. Bor i Västerbottens län. Är offline
Bästa känslan är när man får ett sms från en främmande människa som säger att h*n hittat dig på emocore, och du är medveten om att du lagt ut ditt nr i någon grupp för ca 3-4 år sedan, och inte längre har någon aning om vars de är och på så sätt inte kan ta bort de och förhindra att detta händer igen. Poop.
I miss you.
All those nights we used to stay talking endlessly. Every thing we said and did together. I thought we were stronger, stronger than this. I guess I was wrong.
I miss you.
The way you'd hold me. The way you'd say that my kisses were the sweetest. I wanted it to be true, I didn't want it to be just a game. We were simply playing.
It's over now.
Even though we weren't really together. Even though you always wanted someone else. I fell for you, I want you to fall just as hard. Not so that we can be together. Just so that you could feel the same pain that I do.
Now please just go away.
Why is it that every time someone says I'm beautiful and I actually believe them, it turs out to be a lie. Why do people keep comparing me to other girls? Why is it that there's always someone who's better than me?
Why do you keep making me feel like I'm your number one, then you turn me down and just leave me with this feeling that I'm not good enough.
Why do you say you can't resist me, that I'm so hot I make it impossible, but still it's not me that you want?
Why are you doing the same thing as everyone else, I've ever fallen for, did? Laughing at my feelings, stomping on my heart, leaving me with such pain that just makes you wanna scream.
Why do people always give me reasons NOT to believe in this thing called "love"?
It feels like I'm the only one who's up this late at night.
I know I'm not, but it sure feels like it.
Why can't this pain go away?! It's fucking killing me inside and there's nothing I can do to make it stop! I want to scream, so loudly that my pain would go away with the sound of my voice...! Why do I still love you? Can't you see what this is doing to me? It just isn't fair... I should be over you by now, but I just can't let you go...you mean everything to me.
I love you.