Well Well

Hm, it kills my heart that i can't say the words I want you to hear. And it kills me even more that you can smile and look into my eyes and just be happy. Why can't it be that easy for me? I want to give you anything you ask for but I can't, I can't feel the same way you do. Even if i want to, I'm programmed to play. Play with you, Play with her and everyone else . This is me ! What you see is what you get! Well no, that was a lie. You won't get this because what you see is not real.