To many fucking chances!!

Ja, jag vet... Jag e världens sämsta bloggare!

Men vafan... Who care's anyway, huh?

I don't know how many people there is who get's second chances, how many who take's them and how many that blow's them...

But I know I've had FOUR chances... And I fucked them all up, in some wierd way I don't understand.

And I'm not talking about just Any chances, I'm talking REAL chances.
Where you get rid of all the bad people. Where you end up in a compleatlly different place, where Nobody, and I mean Nobody, knows you. Where you can start fresh.

I've hade four of those, and the're not easy to come by...

So I wanna know... How the fuck did I screw them all up so badly?! How come, I can NEVER keep anyting going... Everything I tuch turns to dust, everything around me falls down and die's...

How the fuck did THAT happen?!