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He said he loved me, but he never did
He says he loves her, and probably he does
He kissed my lips and said I’m the only one
Now he kisses her, guess she's better than me
He talked about our marriage like we were meant to be
He’ll be standing at the alter, but not with me
Every dream he dreamt, was only dreamt with me
But dreams are only dreams, she’s his reality

I couldn't understand..Why it bothered me so.
How we didn't die, we just never had a chance to grow.

And it might not make much sense to you or any of my friends.
Though somehow still you affect the things I do.
You can't lose what you never had.
I don't understand why I feel sad every time I see you out with someone new.

Well then i just defied destiny.

Help me get down.
If I only knew the answer I wouldn't be bothering you anymore.
My sugar sweet is so attractive.
This behaviour so unexplainable.
The days just slip and slide like they always did.
The trouble is my head won't let me forget.

Jag gjorde en Gif.....vet inte varför.

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Your life, a game..
Turn it up with cocaine.
Everytime that you live is a time when you feel and the only time you heal.

So am I alive but I'm not free.

I'm not saying i did it......but i won't say i didn't either ;~; Sry not sry i wanted that to happen xD
Oh my guuud....Uh huh, oh? This is so confusing yet i don't wanna care about it. Ugh.

But i can't say i regret anything. Really, why should i? I had a great weekend. c:
Who cares if it's awkward. Have some alcohol and it will be good again.~

Cheers :'D

To know, to feel, to play me once again
Do you denote from what we feel?
Do you not know?
I see you've played the game.
Do you denote?
Can you feel once again?

All the days became so long
Did you really think I'd do you wrong?
Baby, when I let you go
Thought you'd realize the special love I have for you

What can I do, what can I say?
Except that I want you by my side
How can I show you? Show me a way
Don't you know, the times I tried

Guess that's all I have to say
Just one thing, before I go
Take good care, baby let me know, let it grow the special love you have for me.

My dear.

Does this darkness have a name? This cruelty, this hatred, how did it find us? Did it steal into our lives or did we seek it out and embrace it? What happened to us? When did we lose our way?

Lived a life so endlessly
Saw beyond what others see
I tried to heal your broken heart with all that I could

Sleep tight, I'm not afraid
The ones that we love are here with me
Lay away a place for me
'Cause as soon as I'm done I'll be on my way

I love you, you were ready
The pain is strong and urges rise
But I'll see you, when He lets me
Your pain is gone, your hands untied