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He walked her down the street
And stopped where he always left her
He kissed her on the cheek
And little did he know that was
The last time he saw her

I'm sorry for the times screamed
And the times I made you lonely
I'm sorry for the times I made you cry
And the times I didn't hold you
I'm sorry for the doubts I brought to you
I'm sorry for the dark I walk you through
I'm sorry for the times I put you through
Forgive me...

I'd never lie
It's you and I
But I failed to keep my promise

If I could I would do anything to change it
I would spend all my time to make sure you would all be safe

I should have done it all so differently
I should have followed you like you wanted me
If I had known what fate would do to you
I would have prayed to her to take me too
I'm sorry that I didn't walk with you
I'm sorry that I did not listen to you
I should have done it all so differently
But I'm just me...

Now i'm sitting here crying
I don't know what to do....

So is this it?
Does time end here?
Is this what I fought for?
And what I've gained
What a fool I've been
To think life had more to offer
Instead I lye here
In remorse and suffer

And I hate you for doing this
And I hate you for saying that
I never did enough to ever please you
Never did enough for it to cease to
Affect me the way it does
Provoke me the way it must
And I'm still thinking
I'm not enough

My war on time
Got worse and faster
The sands fought hard
And every day I lost a battle
And even though I knew I lied
And even though I saw the signs
The same three words each time
I am fine

And I hate you for doing this
And I hate you for saying that
I never did enough to ever please you
Never did enough for it to cease to
Provoke me the way it must
And I'm still thinking
I am not enough
I'm ashamed of the life I've lived
I'm afraid of what I have been
And it just became
Just became enough...

Det här har fan varit den sämsta vecka i mitt liv ...

Why u may ask?

Jo, då ska jag fan berätta.... Jag blev dumpad för ca en vecka sen och jag gråter fan ögonen av mig!
Vi var tillsammans i lite över 2 år coh det tog på mig som fan! Visst folk kanske tycker att det är jävligt gnälligt att skriva nå sånt här men jag vill bara få bort det från mitt bröst!

Så då har jag fått ur mig lite iaf.

Så om någon vill hålla mig sällskap så får ni gärna skriva ett Meddelande till mig så jag får nå att göra :) Det vore guld värt!

Om ni spelar något spel så skriv ett meddelande så kanske vi kan lira nått :)

Fuck everything!

Pull the trigger....BITCH!