Okay... Enough is enough!!

So much shit, so much crap... It's fuckin' useless, isn't it!? >.<
For so long, I've heard myself and others, whinne and nag how much everything is fucked these days, how life is failing them and no joy is to be found... Well, what shit does whinning and crying do to make it better?! NOTHING!!

I've had a shit year, just like most others. I've cried, I've felt pain, I've felt lost, but... What I quickly found out, that writting or talking each day and each hour about it, isn't going to bloodeh help it. It's only going to continue dragging me and others down into the shithole it is.
So then, if that doesn't help.. Talking to other's doesn't help, trying to fight it doesn't help... Then FUCK IT!! Then just smile back into the darkness that is your life and say " I'm alive, I'll take on what ever pain you have for me."
Some people have asked me how I can be strong, how I can be so happy all the time.. But to be honest, I'm not. I'm not strong. I'm not always happy. I just see that dwelling in it isn't going to work. Giving up isn't working either. Just sitting here and wait untill it passes isn't helping anyone, little alone yourself!

I've had enough! Enough of myself, enough of pain, enough of other's whinning! If life ain't suiting your expectation, Pff, then shit happens! This year isn't forever. This shit doesn't last forever.
I don't know about you guys who read this, but I'm going to move on. Move forward to where I want to be. Where I want to be happy.
I don't know about you, but I'm sick of pain and crying myself to sleep. I'm alive. I've a roof over my head. Food to eat. No sickness holding me back. I'm going to smile, weither life wants me to or not.
Anyone out there, who wants to move on, away from the shit this year has braught many of us.. Take my hand! Take it and then walk on! Stop whinning, stop dwelling, stop crying. Just walk on to the years you've yet to live!
LIVE LIFE ! DON'T CRY IT OUT !



... Had a rage fit...