Mrdarksides blogg

Another sleepless night.
Alone in the night with my own thoughts.

You were the light that left me in the dark.

I want to forget about you.
But you are to perfect.

Every day is gray with out you.

But i know that its over.
And that makes it harder.


You will always have a place in my heart.

You told me many lies under our time.
But the biggest one came right after.

We can still be friends..

I dont want you as a friend i wanted you as the one i loved.
But you shoot me down, and now i dont know who you are anymore.

Everytime we speak now i dont see the one i falled in love with.
I only see this stranger that only show me rage over your misstakes.

Now i understand.
You never loved me.

Its wired how the one you loved is the one that hurts you the most.
The one you gave your heart to is the one that crushes it to dust.

I loved you with all my heart.
You crushed it as it was nothing.

I tryed to fight for us.
You wanted me to fail.

So now i fight for me.
Try to make me fail now and i will not only crush your heart.

I will crush everthing that you love.
And this time i will be the one smiling.

Some memories are not worth forgetting, even if you know they are going to hurt you.
But some times it feels like you want to see me get hurt all over again.

My love for you was always true.
Yours was just a lie.

They say the passage of time will heal all wounds, but the greater the loss, the deeper the cut and the more difficult the process to become whole again. The pain may fade, but scars serve as a reminder of our suffering and make the bearer all the more resolved never to be wounded again. So as time moves along we get lost in distractions, act out in frustration, react with aggression, give in to anger, and all the while we plot and plan as we wait to grow stronger, and before we know it, the time passes. We are healed. Ready to begin anew.

Du var det bästa i mitt liv, och det är så fucked up att det är oxå du som får mig att må piss dagligen nu..

Fan vad skönt! klar med veckans jävla jobb så nu blir det chill dagar. aaaaaw yeeaah!

Så jävla typiskt. Skulle ha förstått att det skulle bli så här. Fuck love..