Maximalus
Kille, 32 år. Bor i Örebro län. Är offline
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Civilstatus: SingelLäggning: Straight
Intresse: Dricka
Bor: I skogen
Politik: Anti-allt
Dricker: Öl
Musikstil: Screamo
Klädstil: Vanlig
Medlem sedan: 2010-07-24
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lP077RitNAc
Hollywood Undead - Bullet
My legs are dangling off the edge,
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend.
I think I'll slit my wrist again,
And I'm gone, gone, gone, gone!
My legs are dangling off the edge,
A stomach full of pills didn't work again.
I put a bullet in my head,
And I'm gone, gone, gone, gone!
Gone too far, yeah I'm gone again,
It's gone on too long, tell you how it ends.
I'm sitting on the edge with my two best friends,
One's a bottle of pills and one's a bottle of Gin.
I'm twenty stories up, yeah up at the top,
I polish off this bottle, now it's pushing me off.
Asphalt to me has never looked so soft,
I bet my momma found my letter now she's calling the cops.
I gotta take this opportunity before I miss it,
'Cause now I hear the sirens and they're off in the distance.
Believe me when I tell you that I've been persistent,
'Cause I'm more scarred, more scarred than my wrist is.
I've been trying too long with too dull of a knife,
But tonight I made sure that I sharpened it twice.
I never bought a suit before in my life,
But when you go to meet God you know you wanna look nice!
So if I survive then I'll see you tomorrow!
Yeah I'll see you tomorrow!
My legs are dangling off the edge,
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend.
I think I'll slit my wrist again,
And I'm gone, gone, gone, gone!
My legs are dangling off the edge,
A stomach full of pills didn't work again.
I put a bullet in my head,
And I'm gone, gone, gone, gone!
We hit the sky there goes the light,
No more sun, why's it always night?
When you can't sleep, well you can't dream,
When you can't dream, well what's life mean?
We feel a little pity, but don't empathize,
The old are getting older, watch a young man die.
A mother and a son and someone you know,
Smile at each other and realize you don't.
You don't know what happened to that kid you raised,
What happened to the father who swore he'd stay?
I didn't know 'cause you didn't say,
Now momma feels guilt, yeah momma feels pain.
When you were young and never thought you'd die,
Found that you could but too scared to try.
Looked in the mirror and you said goodbye,
Climbed to the roof to see if you could fly.
So if I survive then I'll see you tomorrow!
Yeah I'll see you tomorrow!
My legs are dangling off the edge,
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend.
I think I'll slit my wrist again,
And I'm gone, gone, gone, gone!
My legs are dangling off the edge,
A stomach full of pills didn't work again.
I put a bullet in my head,
And I'm gone, gone, gone, gone!
I wish that I could fly!
Way up in the sky!
Like a bird so high!
Oh I might just try!
I wish that I could fly!
Way up in the sky!
Like a bird so high!
Oh I might just try!
Oh I might just try!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kHicliUheO4
Adam Lambert - Runnin
Steel to my trembling lips,
How did the night ever get like this?
One shot and the whiskey goes down, down, down
Bottom of the bottle hits
Waking up my mind as I throw a fit
The breakin' is takin' me down, down, down
My heart's beating faster, I know what I'm after.
I've been standing here my whole life,
Everything I've seen twice, now it's time I realize
It's spinnin' back around now, on this road I'm crawling
Save me cause I'm falling, now I can't seem to breathe right
Cause I keep runnin', runnin', runnin', runnin'
Runnin', runnin', runnin', runnin'
Runnin' from my heart.
'Round and around I'd go, addicted to the numb
Living in the cold
The higher, the lower the down, down, down
Sick of being tired and sick of waiting
For another kind of fix
The damage is damning me down, down, down
My heart's beating faster, I know what I'm after.
I've been standing here my whole life,
Everything I've seen twice, now it's time I realize
It's spinning back around now, on this road I'm crawling
Save me cause I'm falling, now I can't seem to breathe right
Cause I keep runnin', runnin', runnin', runnin'
Runnin', runnin', runnin', runnin'
Runnin' from my heart.
Woah ohhhhh,
I'm coming alive.
Woah ohhhhh,
Wake up now and live oh!
Woah ohhhhh,
I'm coming alive.
A life that's always been a dream,
Wake up now and live oh!
I've been standing here my whole life,
My heart's beating faster, I know what I'm after.
I've been standing here my whole life,
Everything I've seen twice, now it's time I realize
It's spinning back around now, on this road I'm crawling
Save me cause I'm falling, now I can't seem to breathe right
Cause I keep runnin', runnin', runnin', runnin'
Runnin', runnin', runnin', runnin'
Runnin' from my heart.
Cause I keep runnin', runnin', runnin', runnin'
Runnin', runnin', runnin', runnin'
Runnin' from my heart.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PseenibjruQ
Nine Lashes - Break The World
You'd never know this was an empty smile
Or that my days have felt like this for quite a while
But no one seems to see it
It's like the whole world just keeps passing me by, by and by
I find every night, I lie awake, I face my darkest fear and
All these lies, that are whispering won't go away
Break the world I know
I fear I'll never see the light of day
I need you here and now
Take the pain I hold
It's crying out to be the end of me
But I can't hear the sound
A thousand days left here in black and white
Longing, looking, hoping for the morning light
I know it's got to be there
I'm just waiting for the glorious sight
By and by
I find every night, I lie awake, I face my darkest fear
And all these lies, that are whispering won't go away
Break the world I know
I fear I'll never see the light of day
I need you here and now
Take the pain I hold
It's crying out to be the end of me
But I can't hear the sound
These voices choke away the light
And they infect me with their lies
They try to take away my life
They give their one way out
But I found the Christ, the light of the sky
You've washed them away and now you've given me life
You've shown me the reason
The star in the night
I'm so undeserving now I don't have to hide
Break the world I know
I fear I'll never see the light of day
I need you here and now
Take the pain I hold
It's crying out to be the end of me
But I can't hear the sound
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YRtpGTO0kJY
Danish - Jag Mår Inte Bra
Jag mår inte bra
Jag måste varva ner
Och lära mig skita i småsaker
Som ej e värda att bry sig om
Jag mår inte bra
Jag måste varva ner
Och lära mig skita i småsaker
Som ej e värda att bry sig om
Nej jag mår inte bra jag börjar bli trött på det här
Jag vet exakt vart jag vill gå men det känns som att inte fötterna bär
Nej tar inte tag i ett skit
Jag lämnar allt till morgondagen känner mig svag som ett lik
Och jag blir irriterad för minsta lilla som inträffar
Mina möten med beatsen dom känns idag som blindträffar
Och det skrämmer mig för utan låtar e jag ingenting
Jag känner hur stressen tar över för och behöva få saker och hända
Vill slippa vara vaken dagar i ända och bara få känna
Lugn och ro jag verkar aldrig kunna grunna nog
Men måste försöka då mina tankar blivit dumma nog
Allt jag vill e att få hitta tillbaka dit jag va
Då låtar kom på löpande band och glömma skit idag
Tiden har förändrat mig det känns som att glöden har slocknat
Och det gör mig rädd för jag kan höra mitt öde som lockar
Har satsat allt på denna hand
Men utan ork så tvingas jag motvilligt att lämna land
Och ge mig ut på havet igen jag står nu framför en ramp
Och får väl se hur det går men ger mig inte utan kamp
Jag mår inte bra
Jag måste varva ner
Och lära mig skita i småsaker
Som ej e värda att bry sig om
Jag mår inte bra
Jag måste varva ner
Och lära mig skita i småsaker
Som ej e värda att bry sig om
Att det ska vara så jävla svårt för mig att släppa greppet
Jag märker hur nuet försvinner i detta deppet
För jag lever långt fram långsamt dom kan
Fortsätta med snacket det spelar ingen roll om man tror på sig själv
Vilket jag gör
Men jag kan inte förneka att det inre skiktet e skört
Så allt det shitet ni hört av mig e vad jag menar och lever
Att nätter blir sena så e det när vettet vill spela det spelet
Det låter rörigt jag vet
Jag trodde på mina goda egenskaper men dom förstör mig ba mer
Och det e inte över nej
Har alltid haft kontroll men nu har kontrollen kontrollen över mig
Men det e så det e lågan ställer kravet
Vad e det jag vill ha e det frågan eller svaret
Jag vill våga vända bladet och bara ta det som det kommer
Men då kommer ånger sånger dom e som tamponger
Och suger upp allt blod ur ett hål i min själ
Det gäller ba att kämpa för jag ser målet så väl
Jag vet ba inte riktigt vart jag ska just nu
Men jag har lovat mig själv att det ska bli bra till slut
Jag mår inte bra
Jag måste varva ner
Och lära mig skita i småsaker
Som ej e värda att bry sig om
Jag mår inte bra
Jag måste varva ner
Och lära mig skita i småsaker
Som ej e värda att bry sig om
Jag mår inte bra
Jag måste varva ner
Och lära mig skita i småsaker
Som ej e värda att bry sig om
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d9m5rsRrCRs
Nomy - I Have A Problem
But I don't understand right now,
what you try to tell me.
I'm gonna concentrate somehow,
explain it to me slowly.
Give me an extension cord,
so I can understand you.
I know it looks like I'm aboard,
but I don't really have a clue.
And everybody knows
And everybody knows
I got a problem like a loaded gun.
Did you know that I never won?
Confrontations I ever done
Gonna blow like a loaded gun
I got a problem like a loaded gun.
Did you know that I never won?
Confrontations I ever done
Gonna blow like a loaded gun
But I don't understand right now,
why everybody's leaving.
I'm gonna concentrate right now
and find another reason.
Give me an extension cord,
so I can understand you
I know it looks like I'm aboard,
but I don't really have a clue.
And everybody knows
And everybody knows
I got a problem like a loaded gun.
Did you know that I never won?
Confrontations I ever done
Gonna blow like a loaded gun
I got a problem like a loaded gun.
Did you know that I never won?
Confrontations I ever done
Gonna blow like a loaded gun
But I don't understand right now
what you try to tell me
I'm gonna concentrate somehow,
Explain it to me slowly.
Give me an extension cord,
so I can understand you
I know it looks like I'm aboard,
but I don't really have a clue.
I got a problem like a loaded gun.
Did you know that I never won?
Confrontations I ever done
Gonna blow like a loaded gun
I got a problem like a loaded gun.
Did you know that I never won?
Confrontations I ever done
Gonna blow like a loaded gun
I got a problem like a loaded gun.
Did you know that I never won?
Confrontations I ever done
Gonna blow like a loaded gun
I got a problem like a loaded gun.
Did you know that I never won?
Confrontations I ever done
Gonna blow like a loaded gun
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UGOjkvRRNwI
Bring Me The Horizon - Drown
What doesn't kill you makes you wish you were dead.
Got a hole in my soul, growing deeper and deeper.
And I can't take one more moment of this silence.
The loneliness is haunting me.
And the weight of the world's getting harder to hold up.
It comes in waves, I close my eyes.
Hold my breath and let it bury me.
I'm not okay, and it's not alright.
Won't you drag the lake and bring me home again?
Who will fix me now? Dive in when I'm down?
Save me from myself, don't let me drown.
Who will make me fight? Drag me out alive?
Save me from myself, don't let me drown.
What doesn't destroy you, leaves you broken instead.
Got a hole in my soul growing deeper and deeper.
And I can't take one more moment of this silence.
The loneliness is haunting me.
And the weight of the world's getting harder to hold up.
It comes in waves, I close my eyes.
Hold my breath and let it bury me.
I'm not okay, and it's not alright
Won't you drag the lake and bring me home again?
Who will fix me now? Dive in when I'm down?
Save me from myself, don't let me drown.
Who will make me fight? Drag me out alive?
Save me from myself, don't let me drown.
'Cause you know that I can't do this on my own.
(Woah oh oh oh)
'Cause you know that I can't do this on my own.
(Woah oh oh oh)
'Cause you know that I can't do this on my own.
(Woah oh oh oh)
('Cause you know that I can't do this on my own.)
Who will fix me now?
Who will fix me now?
Who will fix me now? Dive in when I'm down?
Save me from myself, don't let me drown.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JhnO5PDMnUM
Danish - Någonting är fel
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nG3OHhD1c-E
Zin Kim - Död Inombords
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aSUQPQOnKWk
Danish - Depression
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=82hLvgGuDu8
Skillet - Would It Matter
if I wasnt here tomorrow would anybody care
if my time was up Id wanna know
You were happy I was there
if I wasnt here tomorrow would anyone lose sleep
if I wasnt hard and hollow
Then maybe you would miss me
I know Im a mess and I wanna be someone
Someone that Id like better
I can never forget, so dont remind me of it forever
What if I just pulled myself together
Would it matter at all
What if I just tried not to remember
Would it matter at all
All the chances that have passed me by
Would it matter if I gave it one more try
Would it matter at all
if I wasnt here tomorrow would anybody care
Still stuck inside this sorrow
I got nothin and going nowhere
What if I just pulled myself together
Would it matter at all
What if I just tried not to remember
Would it matter at all
All the chances that have passed me by
Would it matter if I gave it one more try
Would it matter at all
I know Im a mess and I wanna be someone
Someone that Id like better
Can you help me forget, dont wanna feel like this forever
What if I just pulled myself together
Would it matter at all
What if I just tried not to remember
Would it matter at all
All the chances that have passed me by
Would it matter if I gave it one more try
Would it matter at all
If I left tomorrow would anybody care
Stuck in this sorrow
Going nowhere
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cD29aKGSS4w
Trapt - Still Frame
Please help me 'cause I'm breaking down, this pictures frozen and i cant get out
Please help me 'cause I'm breaking down, this pictures frozen and I cant get out of here
Believe me, I'm just as lost as you
an every time I think ive finally made it
I learn I'm farther away than I have ever been before
I see the clock and its ticking away, and the hourglass empty
What the F***do I have to say
Please help me 'cause I'm breaking down, this pictures frozen and I cant get out
Please help me 'cause I'm breaking down, this pictures frozen and I cant get out of here
Release me, I'm just as lost as you
Believe me, I'm just as lost as you
Keep it inside, the image portrayed
As if I couldnt stand losing as if I couldn't be saved, no way
A small confession I think I'm starting to lose it
I think I'm drifting away from the people I really need
A small reflection on when we were younger
We had it all figured out 'cause we had everything covered
Now were older its getting harder to see
What this future will hold for us, what the F*** are we going to be?
Please help me 'cause I'm breaking down, this pictures frozen and I cant get out
Please help me 'cause I'm breaking down, this pictures frozen and I cant get out of here
Release me, I'm just as lost as you
Believe me, I'm just as lost as you
So lost, I'm just as lost as you
Oh well what am I going to do
I'm afraid I'm falling farther away (from where I want to be)
Please help me 'cause I'm breaking down, this pictures frozen and I cant get out
Please help me 'cause I'm breaking down, this pictures frozen and I cant get out of here
Release me, I'm just as lost as you
Believe me, I'm just as lost as you
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EfNon7Mjxdg
Linkin Park - Given Up
Wake in a sweat again
Another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace
Stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape
I'm my own worst enemy
I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me
I don't know what to take
Thought I was focused but I'm scared
I'm not prepared
I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow somewhere
And no one cares
I'm my own worst enemy
I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me
Goddddddd!!!!
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my
Put me out of my fucking misery
I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IgZwaWBZETQ
Thousand Foot Krutch - Scream
I can't erase it anymore
It follows me everywhere I go
It's like a mask that I don't want to wear anymore
I think I've found a way to let it go
But it's still too soon to know for sure
I'd give everything I am
To just feel somethin'
Can you feel that?
Scream! When the pressure breaks me
When it's too hard to see
When I feel like I'm at the end of my rope
One more time
Scream! When the fire burns me
When it's hard to break free
When I feel like I'm standin' on the edge
Of it all this time
I can't suppress it anymore
Here it comes like a flood
Just like before, when it rains, it pours
And I don't want to swim anymore
I think I've found a way to let it go
I don't know, I've never felt this way before
But with everything I am, I just let go...
Can you feel that?
Scream! When the pressure breaks me
When it's too hard to see
When I feel like I'm at the end of my rope
One more time
Scream! When the fire burns me
When it's hard to break free
When I feel like I'm standin' on the edge
Of it all this time
You make me wanna scream...
It's not a joke
I've felt as messed up as you do
I've felt the feelings you've been feeling
Been through the same things
You've been through
And I know how hard it is
To feel like you're all alone
We've all been given a second chance
But the chance is all our own
Scream! When the pressure breaks me
When it's too hard to see
When I feel like I'm at the end of my rope
One more time
Scream! When the fire burns me
When it's hard to break free
When I feel like I'm standin' on the edge
Of it all this time
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7JBtSef4mxU
Escape The Fate - Liars And Monsters
How did this happen to me
I guess, I'm to blame
I'm laying faced down on the pavement and I'm full of pain
I just refuse to see
My mind is Anarchy
Anticipating and debating what is left for me
(Me)
I am a Liar
I am no model figure
I am a Monster
And I am ashamed
Call me the Devil
My name's what you prefer
I come on shameless
But I am ashamed
I am ashamed
I look for help
Can't find it anywhere
My own reflection is the one sight that I cannot bear
Look to the sky and find
Even the heavens cry
Anticipating and debating what is left to life
(Life)
I am a Liar
I am no model figure
I am a Monster
And I am ashamed
Call me the Devil
My name's what you prefer
I come on shameless
But I am ashamed
I am ashamed
I am ashamed
I am...
I am a Liar
I am no model figure
I am a Monster
And I am ashamed
Call me the Devil
My name's what you prefer
I come on shameless
(I am ashamed!)
I am a Liar
I am no model figure
I am a Monster
And I am ashamed
Call me the Devil
My name's what you prefer
I come on shameless
But I am ashamed
I am ashamed!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MK5dHqXCLbo
Simple Plan - Untitled
I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded
By the white light
I can't remember how?
I can't remember why?
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No, I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound
But no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done, no I can't
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
I've got nowhere to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
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