Make a deal with the devil?

Hit the lottery, oh wee
But with what I gave up to get it was bittersweet
It was like winning a used mink
Ironic 'cause I think I'm getting so huge I need a shrink
I'm beginning to lose sleep: one sheep, two sheep
Going cuckoo and cooky as Kool Keith
But I'm actually weirder than you think
'Cause I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed
Get along with the voices inside of my head...

This is it, this is what I wished for, it's just not how I envisioned it...
I guess beggars can't me choosey...