heartace

if i die in this hell.. i want you all to know.. i love you all whit all my heart..

and for that im sorry..

even when i smmile i'll have to struggle just to keep the tears from falling
it feels like i'm just sitting in a corner all alone.. just sitting and enbracing the emptyness in my heart..
my heart won't beat for long now.. it slowing down.. almost as its fading.. fading.. inte the eternal darkness.. where we all belong..

i pay my sins whit my own blood.. that is pouring out from my wrist..

the razor feels so cold against my skin.. its about to go trough..
my blood.. so red..so warm.. not like the white, cold snow..

all i can say.. im sorry..