I Feel Nothing

All I want to do is to trade this life for something new,
I can’t hold on - I can’t hold on anymore,
Was this never meant to last? In that case, I wish it wasn’t so,
I know what it takes to move on - but I don’t want to do it,
I’m holding on to what I haven’t got!

All cut out, I’m trying to figure out what it feels like to be moving on,
And the hardest part is starting again,
Oh! This is not the end, this is not the beginning, the words spin out,
Oh, let it all disappear,
Would you listen to the tone? The violent rhythm?
‘Till we dead it, forget it, this is not what I had planned - wishing I had strength to stand,
It’s out of my control - flying at the speed of light,
Thoughts were spinning in my head - so many things are left, unsaid,
It’s hard to let you go!

Peel back the layers - and see what I’ve become,
Satisfied? Now I feel nothing,
Stay away - I swear it wasn’t me!

We were one - oh, we were everything! I’m still here -
But I’ll just keep the rest of me, because, I can’t feel you!
But I can see you - so run away!
I love you, but I can’t love you, anymore - what did you do to me!?
I can’t be, any longer, because - you hesitated, but I don’t believe,
This picture of dejavu -

Peel back the layers - and see what I’ve become,
Satisfied? Now I feel nothing,
Stay away - I swear it wasn’t me!

See if you can relish if you close both eyes, because I can,
I don’t see the point of being left alone, all I ever wanna say is,
RUN! It doesn’t matter, I need all the miracles that I can gather,
I put myself in idle hands again!
Where you go? Don’t move, I’m not gonna let you,
Doesn’t everybody like it here?
Don’t let another person fuck with your mind, man,
I feel you glaring, why won’t you stop STARING!?

Peel back the layers - and see what I’ve become,
Satisfied? Now I feel nothing,
Stay away - I swear it wasn’t me!