DanniD

Hellou DanniD här.

The Quest of Life

Where will you be when i take my life?
What will you do when i take my life?
Will you be laughing at the moment my life leave my body?
Will you feel bad if u was happy, laughing and having a good time while my body was falling against the ground?
What if... noone notice me when iam gone?
How many minutes, hours, day even weeks will it take before you know that iam gone forever?
Will you regret anything you did? or somthing you didn't do?
How will you feel if you knew me very well and iam just gone?
Are you my friend? was you my friend? what will happen to everything, my stuff, my room, my last wishes?
How will the ones feel who told me to go and take my life because of false hate? and never give my feelings again to them?
But the biggest question of all... how will you feel? yes you, i know you are reading this. no dont think i don't mean you so dont ignore it because i know, deep inside you, there is alot of ot passion and love. i know it, it has to be that, that is what i keep telling myself to survive. you have all memories whit me somewere, inside you, in your computer, on a old cd somewhere, don't know were you have kept me, but i know you keep them safe. i know, because i do. but I am still curious how will the people feel when someone come with the news that iam no more. what will you do if you were my friend? my old friend? girlfriend? My old girlfriend? My soulmate? My old soulmate?

I just wish, that i could be you for day when i tak my life, to feel what you feel for me, to do what you would do for me, to know how sad or happy you would be, even if you show somthing else for everyone else to keep your image up.
How will this change you? to somthing better? To somthing worse? I wonder...you are special, because you are an angel of light from the heaven, how will this change yóu? Will you think about it?

Will you ressurect me by the memories? will you join me in my dimension?



Do you know if I am still alive?
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