Goodbye, I'm sorry <3

ime has run out for me, everything's distant and I don't know what to believe
It's so hard, lost in the world's confusion and I need to leave for awhile,
Life is so meaningless
There is nothing worth a smile
So goodbye, I'll miss you...

And I'm sorry, but this is my fate,
Everything is worthless, no one who wants me to stay
And I'm sorry, but I've waited too long,
So here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me,
I'm not worth any tears...

It's been the years of abuse,
Neglected to treat the disorder that controls my youth for so long,
I'm in a fleshy tomb buried up above the ground
It's no use, why should I hold on?
It's been five years, don't need one more
So goodbye, life's abuse...