A Disaster

Verse 1

What's happened,
between me and you
We used to do everything together
and now we can't wait to get out of forever!
You took my breath away,
but I never want to get it back.
I don't want anything that reminds me of you.
Just throw it away,
I'd rather suffocate and die than believe in me and you again.
It's not you, it's life,
And now you'll never know what it's like to be my wife!
I was ready to give you it all but then you broke my legs,
watched me slip and fall and get crushed underneath the weight of it all.
I'm dying, and you don't even fucking care.

Chorus

it's like

I keep running in to this wall over and over again
But it's alright I don't need you I got my friend
a bottle of vodka and a hit of weed and I'll be fine then
until the morning after,
because then I'll be in the same shape you left me-
a disaster.

Verse 2

You keep saying the same thing over and over again,
talking about how it was then
and then I get pissed off like you think I wasn't there?
I know how it used to be I remember how it was when you actually loved me
Even though I wish I could forget you're like my heroine,
you were such a fucking rush for me
and now I gotta go into rehab to get the shit out and set me free,
take a hint darling and just, just let me be.

Verse 3

Some don't seem to understand how hard I didn't land,
when you jump down you got sand,
I fell down on stone-cold marble
and aint no one able to get these shoes resoled.
I'm a lost cause and I've always said it,
my heart isn't fixable,
there's plenty out there who've tried to thread it,
aint no woman out there who can mend it,
but it doesn't seem to stop it
from crawling up out of the gutter you left it in and trying again.

Chorus

it's like

I keep running in to this wall over and over again
But it's alright I don't need you I got my friend
a bottle of vodka and a hit of weed and I'll be fine then
until the morning after,
because then I'll be in the same shape you left me-
a disaster.