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I close my eyes and think of you.
First I smile but then I feel the tears burn on the inside of my eyelids.
I dont want to cry but I cant help it.
I cant stop thinking about you, Im sorry.
I keep on trying but it doesnt work.
I never thought life could be so hard.
I never thought someone ever could hurt me so bad.
I never realized that I could cry so much over just one person.
And I never realized that you meant so much for me ... until it was too late.
Why are all these memories keep on hunting me?
I just want them to go away.
I have these nightmares that keeps on follow me.
They wont leave me alone.
I would do anything to make them disappear.
I never thought life could be so hard.
I never thought someone ever could hurt me so bad.
I never realized that I could cry so much over just one person.
And I never realized that you meant so much for me ... until it was too late.
I have all these memories of how life used to be.
I just want to delete them.
I dont want to know how beautiful life was with you.
I want to forget.
I want to start live again.
I want my life I had before you back.
I never thought life could be so hard.
I never thought someone ever could hurt me so bad.
I never realized that I could cry so much over just one person.
And I never realized that you meant so much for me ... until it was too late.
Why wont they just leave me alone?
I lay down. I fight against the tears, the memories and the pain.
But I cant fight much longer.
I feel the first tears roll down by my cheek.