fallen angel

Hi depression, how you been?
It's been a long time, we meet again
I've been good, the fuck you been up to though?
Lately you look like you're unstoppable
You must just not have checked your messages
I been tryna get to you desperately
It's time you came and repaid your debt to me
I just wanna be left in peace
Why the fuck you gotta mess with me?
So sick and tired of you testing me
Don't get to smile, don't get to sleep
Sounds like you just need stress relief
Cut yourself or maybe take some pills
'Cause no one cares if you die or live
A waste of space, another useless soul
The world is better if you just go
Why are you an asshole, making it easy?
As long as I'm breathing my family needs me
Give it a week and they'll forget you're gone
Forget your name, forget your songs
You think you're loved but that's just a lie
I cross my heart and I hope you die
You can't cope with this, you can't cope with change
You got knots to tie, you got ropes to hang
But what do I do when I can't get a job?
And I can't get the fuck out my house?
I'm losing it slowly, my life is unfolded
And this isn't what I'm about
Whoa, tone it down, you're gonna bust a vein
It's just your fate, this isn't just a phase
I'm drawn to you and you belong to me
I hope you see that now you're stuck with me
The voice inside your head, I am the poison in your veins
I toy with your emotions, I take pleasure in your pain
And I will make you
Just another fallen angel
Get the fuck out of my head
Haha, hey, hold up man, I'm not done with you
I'm going to do what I'm going to do
Fuck this shit, I'm not comfortable
All I ever do is run from you
I can't accept this, I crave acceptance
I stay, expecting the same exact thing
The same rejection, the same deflection
The same infection, my brain's defective
Don't you wanna come play with me?
We can see the world, at least the darker side of it
I got in and left a mark inside your head
I'm not leavin' 'til the heart comes out your chest
Heh, I've seen your soul
It isn't worth you keeping it
And your incompleteness
Is what's been completin' me
The voice inside your head, I am the poison in your veins
I toy with your emotions, I take pleasure in your pain
And I will make you
Just another fallen angel
Get the fuck out of my head
I see dark on the brightest day
I fight the pain, I just wanna gain some confidence
Locked in a motherfucking box, on top is a rock
I don't know how I got in this
I do
Fuck you, fuck everyone else in the whole world
I've been on the edge and I'm unsure
I have been feeling like somethin' is building inside of me
Killing me slowly, I feel like I'm dying
And I have been trying to deal with the stress
Life is a mess
I wish I'd been blessed
I wish I was
Dead
Maybe you're right
You know that I'm right
I'm sick of my life
You sick of your life?
Well come with me now
We can end it tonight
We can end it tonight
Haha
The voice inside your head, I am the poison in your veins
I toy with your emotions, I take pleasure in your pain
And I will take you
You could be my fallen angel