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I don’t know what I am supposed to do. My whole life have I been left behind, lonely in the dark corner, swept by the shadows. Is it going to be like this forever? Or may I have an unknown savior that’s going to save my life? It’s just a question of time before something bad is happening. I can feel it. But when, I don’t know exactly. I just know that it’s going to happen soon. Am I going to die, or am I going to be saved? It’s just a question of time before something bad is happening. I don’t know how happiness feels. I don’t know how to smile or laugh. I don’t know how it feels without sadness and pain. Several times I have tried to see the light of the life, but the only thing I get from my efforts is more darkness, more shadows, more pain, and more sadness. I don’t know how to love and I am too tired to hate. I’m just sitting here in the dark corner, without a home, without family and friends, and only with my own thoughts as company. Most of the time, it feels like I am a hollowed ghost, not human at all. Kind of Like An inhuman creature. Shouldn’t that be fun? To be inhuman. And to surpass inhuman powers. But I’m certainly isn’t an inhuman creature at all. Just a lonely human, left in a dark corner by myself. Is it my destiny? Or did something go wrong? I wonder, oh how I wonder.