Suicide
If you're suicidal, and you are in a constant pain and misery, I think it's your fault! And here is the reason why. If you are able to have fun, you should go out there, even if it means you have to loose your job... Do it, even if it means no money, just do it, you need to survive, you can find another one later, right? If we think, what's the point of ending our life early if your gonna die anyways.... Later... And by contrast you an get a lot more experiences... What's the harm of experience pain? Really? I know it hurts, it hurts like hell, I know... But really, what does that do you can still walk, you can still talk and move your arms, you are very capable... You're just emotionally damaged, so what, I am too! But that doesn't mean that we can just end it... There's hope for u... All you need to do is search and find a way to be happy, do something with your life worth living for. If it's gonna cost you, then fine, it's worth it! You have already survived previous traumas, just push a little bit further till you get to that point where you can be happy... Be what u want do what you wnt.. Do you know what's making your life miserable? Just think for a second , what makes you unhappy... Now you've found it, get rid of it, don't kill it, get rid of it... And who knows what's gonna happen when we are finally dead, Mby you go to hell for committing suicide Mby not, you don't know do you? So just keep pushing until you find happiness, and then later on eventually die but in a way out of your own hands... You have nothing to be guilty for if you just wait for someone else to kill you or for you to die of your own... Just don't do it out of your own hands... You can find a way out of these problems... You can't just quit, there so much more ways than quitting, there's so little in trying... I lost a friend to suicide and almost my mom, it was horrible... Just think before you act, think of the people who love you... Suicide obviously takes your pain away but it also gives it to someone else, do you wanna do that to your bestie, your mom, dad siblings? In 24 hours there will be thousands of people committing suicide, pls don't be one of them...Darling you'll be okay...