Ugglesnurvs blogg

You had to have it all. Well have you had enough?
You greedy little bastard, you will get what you deserve.
When all is said and done, I will be the one, to leave you in the misery and hate what you've become.
I need some peace of mind, no fear of what's behind. You think you've won this fight, you've only lost your mind.

Det finns så många olika sorters människor. Fast hur Man än anstränger sig så lär man inte känna personens inre. För alla er som trott er känna mig, har helt fel.
Jag trodde jag kände en människa, och var beredd att göra allt för den människan jag trodde den var. Nu står jag ensam, sviken, pissad på. Medans du söker tröst vid en annan mans bröst. Du kom in i mitt liv och var det bästa och det värsta som hänt mig. Mupp.

Livet fick precis en helt ny mening! <3333333333333

It is not love, if love is cold to touch.
It is not belief, when there's nothing there to trust.
Could not submit, would never bring myself to heel.
Determination grows, as each truth is revealed.
Torn and repaired, just to endure it all again.
Without a reason, for my place in all this pain.
Though well concealed, the scars they just compound.
Until there´s nothing left of what was my former self.

Music is like magic there’s a certain feeling you get when you're real
And you spit and people are feeling your shit.
This is your moment and every single minute you spend trying to hold onto it
'cause you may never get it again.
So while you’re in it try to get as much shit as you can
And when your run is over just admit when it's at its end.
'Cause I'm at the end of my wits with half this shit that gets in.

You wear guilt
Like shackles on your feet
Like a halo in reverse
I can feel
The discomfort in your seat
And in your head it's worse

There's a pain
A famine in your heart
An aching to be free
Can't you see
All love's luxuries
Are here for you and me. Bring your chains,
Your lips of tragedy, And fall into my arms.

And when our worlds
They fall apart
When the walls come tumbling in
Though we may deserve it
It will be worth it.

The Shackles will never be gone. The will hang on to our feet, for the rest of our lives.

Åt helvete med allt,
Åt helvete med mig.
Åt helvete med mina känslor.
Åt helvete med alla lögner.
Åt helvete med sann kärlek.
Åt helvete med glädje.

Det var ett monster du ville ha, tror du precis skapat ett.

Åt helvete med allt, Melankolias stad here i come.

I'm not going down on my knees begging you to adore me.
Can't you see it's misery and toture for me.
When i'm misunderstood, try as hard as you can, i've tried as hard as i could.
To make you see how important it is for me.
Here is a plea, form my heart to you
Nobody know's me aswell as you do
you know how hard it is for me, To shake the disease that take hold of my tongue
In situations like these

Understand me.
Understand me.

My thoughts betray, so easily confess
How long I'll wait here after you have gone
Nothing ends but I don't believe that now
Please don't walk away from here

And when alone, When i remember days.
Nothing will change, a singel fact of who you were to me.
I find it so fucking hard, to let you go.

But i tell myself.
Hush now, let it go now.
There's no need for sad goodbyes
hush now, let it go now.
i know it's time to go.

time to let this fly away in the wind.

Saker blir skadat.
Saker går sönder.
Jag trodde vi skulle klara det,
Men orden som inte blev sagda, lämnade oss splittrade.
Det fanns så mycket kvar att ge.

Jag är inte säker på vad jag letar efter längre,
Jag vet bara att jag är svårare att kontrollera.
Jag vet inte vem jag försöker vara istället för mig,
Men nyckeln är en fråga om kontroll.
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Jag får betala för att du bryter alla regler.


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