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Got bored and decided to do questions again..

1) What time do you wake up most mornings?
I don't know. Usually 8 or 9.

2) Are you afraid of walking alone at night?
Yes...

3) Do you think you’re a good person?
Yeah

4) Name one thing you wish you could change about your life right now.
If I could change something, it would be the amount of money we get. We don't have a lot of money, and I've really wanted to travel.

5) Are you a very open or private person?
I'm usually very private at first, but when I get to know you more, I'm kinda open.

6) Is there a song which can bring you to tears instantly?
Evanescence- Hello.

7) What age do people usually mistake you for?
I'm guessing 18. I'm not, though.

8) What perfume do you wear?
None.

9) Have you ever been in love?
Well, not really.

10) Would you rather take someone on a date, or be taken on a date?
Well, to be honest I would like it if someone took me out on a date- cause I have no guts to actually ask someone out-, but if I had to take someone out, then I will.

11) Do you enjoy walks?
Yeah.

12) Are you superstitious?
...Maybe.

13) Do you believe in ghosts?
Honestly, yes.

14) Do you like tattoos?
Yeah. I think they're cool. I'm not sure if I would ever get one myself. If I don't want that thing, I'm stuck with it. But yeah, I do like tattoos :)

15) Have you ever wanted to be a police officer?
Actually, yes. When I was younger, before I realized I loved music. Also before I realized that I would have to stay up all night...

16) Anything you want from your ideal partner?
I want someone I can act weird with.

17) Would you like children in the future. If so why?
Hm...maybe. I don't know. I want children...but I'm terrified of pregnancy. It looks painful! Just being honest.

18) What is more attractive: Nice hands or nice feet?
Nice hands

19) Have you ever stolen a street sign before?
...What? No.

20) Are you lazy?
Yes.

21) Tea or coffee?
Coffee.

22) What is “normal?” Are you normal?
No

23) When you were young, what would you dream you would be when you grew up?
I've always wanted to be a celebrity...not anymore, though.

24) Could you be in a long-distance relationship?
I can. I've never been in one, but I think I can.

25) What's your perfect guy?
Someone I can be weird with, someone who will accept me, someone with a unique style. When I say unique, I mean a style most people don't have. Like the punk style, or maybe goth, or whatever. Those styles actually aren't common here.
And for some reason I just really love the style.

26) What was the longest car ride you've ever taken?
I once drove for 12 hours! It doesn't sound bad, but trust me, it was horrible.

27) Do you want to be perfect?
No one in this world is.

28) Name something you only liked because it was popular.
Nothing.

29) What are some of your nicknames?
Nana. Because the first two letters of my name are n and a.

30) Do you have a job?
No. I want one, but I'm too young to work at the places I actually want to work at.

31) Have you ever sang in front of a crowd?
Yeah, but only once. It was awesome, though,

32) Do you think you are pretty?
Sometimes. There are times when I don't think so.

33) Are you single?
Yes

34) What eye color do you find sexiest?
I don't know.

35) Pirates or ninjas? Why?
Hm...that's a hard one.

36) The latest you've ever slept?
11:00

37) When is your birthday?
July 11

38) What do you prefer, jeans or skirt?
Skirts. They feel a lot more comfortable.

39) Do you like someone as of the moment?
Maybe I do, maybe I don't.

40) Did you try to change for a person?
I almost did once.

41) If you can change anything about yourself, what is it?
I would make myself less shy.

42) Can you live without internet?
No!

43) Do you believe in the phrase “If it’s meant to be, it will be”?
Yeah.

44) Do you believe in destiny?
Yes

45) Did you ever feel like you’re not good enough?
Sometimes.

46) How tall am I
I don't know in cm, but I know in feet. Like, 5'5 or 5'6.

47) Favorite style of clothing
Punk, emo, goth, and sometimes lolita.

48) Tattoos and piercing i want
If I could get a piercing, it would either be lip and/or eyebrow.

49) Did you read Twilight?
No.

50) What are your hobbies?
Music.

Done.

It doesn't matter what the person did or what the person is doing, leaving isn't something I will do.

(-_-...I'll never be good with titles...eh, whatever.)
Something I'm not good at. I'm always afraid I'm bothering the person I'm talking to. I don't even know why. Am I the only one like that?
If I didn't have that fear, I would have had more guts to talk to anybody. So, if I know you, and I never say anything, it's because of that.... Trust me, if I could get rid of that fear, I would.

If there's something you want to do, then do it! Don't wait around! If you wait any longer, you'll lose your chance to do it!

And don't give up hope! If you start to feel like it's wrong or not right, stop that.

Don't give up! Get up off your lazy butts and go and do it! What's the worst that can happen?

Do you ever get lost in imagination? You forget that everything you imagined is not real, just your imagination?
That happens to me. I always imagine things, and I forget that it isn't real...
Sometimes I image performing on stage. That's what I want to do. I don't want to be famous, but I still want to sing in front of everyone. But I can't. I don't have a band and in my opinion I can't sing.
I know I can't do it, so sometimes I image it. But I become so lost in it, that I forget it's not real...

This will honestly always be one of my favorite images XD

Don't wait to do things. Don't be like me, and wait for things to come to you. If every fiber in your being wants to do something, then go and do it. Waiting isn't going to get you anywhere. Trust me. All I ever did was wait, and I missed out on things cause of it. So get off your butts and go do what you want to do!

-_- I don't want to be in America anymore. Our society is messed up, a lot of people here are creepy, and I just don't want to be here. I want to travel to Sweden or Japan. After a while, I just start to really not like America.
I just don't feel comfortable being here anymore. It's actually kinda scary here.
It's going to be tough for me to leave my family, but eventually I'll get used to the new environment.
I honestly just want to leave now, but I can't...

I wish I wasn't shy. I wish I had more guts to talk to people, but I always feel like they wouldn't want to talk or anything else. I hate it! But I can't change it. That's just how I am.
I wish I could just go up to someone and talk to them, or talk to them online, or anything else. But why do I always feel like they wouldn't want to? Why am I shy?
Why do I say stupid things? Why do I give dumb advice? Why are my posts so dumb? Why am I always afraid of talking to people? Why can't I say no to my sister? I can say no to everyone else but not to her. Why am I so lazy? Why can't I be active during school? I'm active outside of school. Why? Just why? Why am I so dumb?...

I have no problems liking someone. But sometimes when I do, It's always because I get worried that they'll like my sister or a small friend I have- me and my friend only talk at school. I always get that fear. My sister is a year older and pretty and actually has guts to talk to people. My friend is the same, and she's just more punk than me.
I'm shy, I don't have guts to talk to people, I'm lazy sometimes, I'm weird- which in my opinion is good-I'm clumsy...yeah. But my sister is prefect. Who wouldn't like her?
I don't think I'm jealous...I don't know. I'm not perfect...so I get worried.