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Her face was so mangled it didn't even look human anymore, I stood and watched her drown in her own blood, and I'm hoping if there's a hell that that's exactly where she is right fucking now, I can't get this out of my head, the dream was so vivid, trapped inside my own mind, I'm thinking thoughts that make it hard to fall asleep at night, I'm obsessed, I'm anticipating the sounds that she could make, every voice goes silent in the back of my head, I feel a void pumping through my veins, so inhumane I could never speak, I can't believe that you've managed to slide through, breeding, deceiving the ones that you love, you make me fucking sick and I will not let you spread your disease to the rest of the world, all the ones you thought you knew turn against you, turned their backs and let you drown just waiting on the demons now, I just keep waiting, hoping, obsessing, I just can't get you out of my fucking head, I hope you're waiting for me, I hope you know that I'll never stop pushing, fuck you, fuck your family, fuck any of your friends, and fuck your dumb tattoos, fuck you, I will never stop, I'll never let go of this, I'll keep your name in my mouth till the day that I die

Suicide sometimes proceeds from cowardice, but not always; for cowardice sometimes prevents it; since as many live because they are afraid to die, as die because they are afraid to live.

Dear old friend, I'm writing this to plant an image in your head, for the girl that you fucked and left for dead, after she told me not a word was said but something changed inside me, and if she wasn't your first I'm making sure she's your last!

Don't speak my name like it belongs in your mouth
When everything's the same I just want something else
What makes you better than me?
If you still end up all by yourself
What makes you think that I want to help you now?
Don't come back to me
I'll show the world that I can finally breathe without these words
It's just a story that goes untold
It's just a feeling I've never known before
I won't forgive you for this
So just know that you won't be missed

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i’m parting the sea between brightness and me
before i drown myself and everyone and everything
i got my hands behind my back
with two fingers overlapped
because i can never keep my word
and i share with the undeserved
for some cheap acceptance in return
the water will shape the sides
i’ll walk with my head held high
and when it all comes crashing in
it will be worth it, if i’m still breathing
if actions speak louder than words
i’m the most deafening noise you’ve heard
i’ll be that ringing in your ears
that will stick around for years

As we grow up we learn that the one person that was never supposed to let us down probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll forget that time is flying by. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. You just have to live your life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off. Speak out, be sincere and say it with conviction. And never forget where you came from, because when you do, it's a long run home.