Shyann weeps

Her face was so mangled it didn't even look human anymore, I stood and watched her drown in her own blood, and I'm hoping if there's a hell that that's exactly where she is right fucking now, I can't get this out of my head, the dream was so vivid, trapped inside my own mind, I'm thinking thoughts that make it hard to fall asleep at night, I'm obsessed, I'm anticipating the sounds that she could make, every voice goes silent in the back of my head, I feel a void pumping through my veins, so inhumane I could never speak, I can't believe that you've managed to slide through, breeding, deceiving the ones that you love, you make me fucking sick and I will not let you spread your disease to the rest of the world, all the ones you thought you knew turn against you, turned their backs and let you drown just waiting on the demons now, I just keep waiting, hoping, obsessing, I just can't get you out of my fucking head, I hope you're waiting for me, I hope you know that I'll never stop pushing, fuck you, fuck your family, fuck any of your friends, and fuck your dumb tattoos, fuck you, I will never stop, I'll never let go of this, I'll keep your name in my mouth till the day that I die