I will try toooo sleep now..

U wake up 7.51 in the morning after a nightmare..
Your stomach hurts and you can't stop crying..
The feeling of waking up and feel that you have lost everything.... again.. is horrible.
You have lost the thing that you always wanted back... something valubale for you soul.
Then you realize that you can't do anything... cuz it's easier to just let it go..
You will never get it back.. and you only wish that you could change one thing..... and that is
All the blind love that you just give away... and all the apologizes .. they wouldn't make a difference.. it has already happend. Nothing.. except the pain in your stomach, the wet pillow, the nightmare and waking up and realize that you have lost your soul and it is for real.

YOLO - and thank satan for that.

XoXo TheGirlThatHasLostHerMind