Used as a toy

I don't want feelings.
I don't want love.
I don't want anything, which involves you.
Why do this happen.
Why is it so bad.
I don't want this to fucking happen.
I got feelings for you, and I find it hard to tell.
Even though I try to show it, you just ignore.


I only exist when you don't have anyone else.
I don't exist until you're desperate.
I don't want to be a toy.

Next time this happen again.

Bye bye everything.