Broken

Tomorrow's date is... Well kind of special. You've been gone in about... 7 months. That long huh? Still can't believe it. I know that your gone, forever. You were my best friend. And I couldn't help you. I still remember everything. Everything we did together. We talked, about everything when we were alone. Nobody knows our bond who were like iron. I knew. I loved you. And I still do. You were pretty special to me. But I will always blame myself for your death. That will never change. No one can change it. I accept it. I will not fulfill your dream, not mine either. I will fulfill OUR dream. Remember? I am earth, you were water. I needed you to survive, you needed me to feel useful. It wasn't enough. I will survive. I have a purpose now. Even if I have to become a dessert.

Date 24: My everything, my Curse <3