And suddenly, the sky became darker

The feelings became number.
The sky became darker.
The world became colder.

I’m looking at my wrist, and I see the bracelet you gave me.
Then I’m choking my own tears, in vain, as I’m laying on the floor.
The hours seems like days, and each day feels like an eternity.

You’re the only thing that’s on my mind.
I miss you, so fucking much, but I know that it won’t help.
I know that nothing will happen.

I blew it, and I know it.
But I still miss you.
I’m thinking of you all the time, and right now as I’m writing this, I’m crying.
I’ve cried so much, since you ain’t here anymore.

The most beautiful girl in the world, the most noble of them all, and I let you go.
I could sacrifice all I have, just to get you back.
I miss calling you honey, I miss calling you darling.
I miss everything with you, and I’m sorry that I’m a naïve, foolish, idiot.

I miss texting you, I miss waking up every morning with a smile on my face, because I knew that I would meet you.
I miss kissing you, I miss being near you.
I miss talking to you when I can’t sleep.
I miss the series we watched, I miss the things we did.

I miss the things we said, I miss the looks we gave.
I miss you so much, I really do.
I miss everything with you.
I just want you back, ok?
I just want you, you, you, and only you.