again and again

haha, i am So Fucking tired of this. always being on the move. never being able to relax or take it easy.. in a week im on my way to an airport iv never been to, to fly (i do Not like flying) to meat a friend i a country i have not been in, and she might not be able to get me from the flight. and this weekend im having ppl in my house and i need to take care of them, but before they come i have to: go to vara to get more stuff, pack for the trip, find someplace to sleep (cause my mum rented "my room"- i never get to stay..) anyhow.. and then i have to record lots of interviews for a series im doing on cola-addiction. lol and im all pumped out. and all i want to do is go to stockholm to Love and just be with him.
fuckinhell :c
i think my "plan" on leaving this summer will be fine.
step 1: get on a train
step 2: get off in a nice city
step 3: see how far i can get alone and with no money
step 4: hav so much fun i dont know my name
step 5: Die<3

Peace!