Every time, the story ends the same

Why do I always bother?! Argh D:

Me: showing interest.
Girl: shows some interest 2.
Me: Talking
Girl: Talking
Me: Proposing to meet.
Girl: Agrees.
Time goes.. still talking.. thinking about going to meet her.. BAM.. another random kid that lives near by comes back and Girl loses interest in me. OR Girl= no more interest because she has a life and meets other.. OR in some reason.. I always be the last one standing, not getting chosen by anyone.

Me: Wtf?
Boy(s) that went between: (not saying it but.. it feels like they would say this)


And this happens, all the bloody time. I chat with somebody. Seems nice and everything and BAM.. it's like.. it doesn't even matter anymore what I do or say.
So folks say to me.. don't worry you will find the one. How?! Pls tell me.. if I always get to be the last one, dumped like garbage or people losing interest in me, not even giving it a chance to meet?

Now.. I've started to become like this, every time I get dumped like garbage:


"Meh.." It's sucks.. I'm not "being single" material.. I hate every thought of being single, because I don't know how to be it even tho I've been it for over 2 years. No cuddling, kissing or anything.. for almost 3 years.. and every time I make an attempt.. it's the Titanic all over again.
Blubb blubb blubb goes the hope.

But eh.. I'm really starting to not care anymore (yeah.. you can noticed that by me writing all this crap, but I got bored so.. why the heck not hahah). No but seriously.. It's getting old being dumped, being the last one.. being NOT chosen just because.. I live here and not there.. because time.. because somebody else went between.. It's getting really old.

I've heard it all.. "I'm romantic", "i'm a nice guy", "why do not other guys think like you", " Dangit you're lovely, wished you were here".
But in the end of the day.. the nice guy always ends last and everybody is complaining why they're relations aren't going anywhere. Hm.. maybe it's because you did pick the wrong guy and do not have patience? I donno..

So here is a happy potato, for the long post! (No, not an "emo, i'm so sad" post.. it's more like a.. "this shit is getting old and I want to write about it cause I really haven't anything better to do :P )