TRESKM0NG0s blogg



Tjej, 25 år. Bor i Bromölla, Skåne län. Är offline

TRESKM0NG0

Senaste inläggen

9:an.
13 juni 2015 kl. 11:25
tjo osv
18 maj 2015 kl. 20:35
1 år!! <3
10 februari 2015 kl. 15:06
Animeeee. ~
15 januari 2015 kl. 09:35
ONE OK ROCK. <3
10 december 2014 kl. 18:18
I wanna grow old with you.
5 november 2014 kl. 08:25
OMFGOMFG
2 november 2014 kl. 00:03
Ehhhh???
3 oktober 2014 kl. 09:39
LoL.
30 september 2014 kl. 01:23
SDJFHJFJKHASD, gah.
25 september 2014 kl. 11:56
Visa alla

Fakta

Riktigt namn: Felicia Civilstatus: Singel
Läggning: Straight
Intresse: Musik
Bor: Med föräldrarna
Politik: Inte valt
Dricker: Energidricka
Musikstil: Rock
Klädstil: Svart
Medlem sedan: 2013-05-30

Event

TRESKM0NG0 har inte lagt till några event än.

</3

Även fast jag har allt de jag vill ha som får mig glad, så är jag ändå jätte ledsen....jag vet inte för vad, jag är så jävla deprimerad över något som jag inte vet varför. Och jag har känt såhär sen kanske 2010. Jag har aldrig riktigt haft en heldag där jag faktiskt är glad, för det är alltid något som gör/får mig ledsen. Tankarna finns där, dom tankarna som jag inte vill ha, som har funnits så jävla länge nu. Jag är så jävla trött på de.... :'( Vet fan inte vad jag ska göra för att må bättre, och bli glad. ;w; Att ta sitt liv, samma tankar, exakt varje dag. Jag är trött på denna känslan.

Allt handlar inte bara om ork, man måste också vilja, och jag vill inte leva, vill inte plågas till de sista.


Jag vill inte finnas mer.
Vad ska jag göra om jag inte orkar mer?
Ska jag ge upp?


Låt mig vila i frid, och lägg en ros på min grav.



AAHH, ASDFGHJKL

Asså är fett sugen på att pierca näsvinge, septum, eller angelbites. Men jag vill inte pierca alla, för vill inte ha FÖR mycket i ansiktet. Eftersom jag har redan snakebites. (2 i läppen)


asdfghjkl får ångest, omgomgmgmgogmogmogmomgogmogmgmg



My happy ending.

Let's talk this over, It's not like we're dead. Was it something I did? Was it something you said? Don't leave me hanging, In a city so dead. Held up so high, on such a breakable thread.

You were all the things I thought I knew, and I thought we could be.

You were everything, everything that I wanted. We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it. And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away. All this time you were pretending, so much for my happy ending.

You've got your dumb friends, I know what they say. They tell you I'm difficult, but so are they. But they don't know me. Do they even know you? All the things you hide from me, all the shit that you do.

You were all the things I thought I knew, and I thought we could be.

It's nice to know that you were there, thanks for acting like you care. And making me feel like I was the only one...It's nice to know we had it all, thanks for watching as I fall, and letting me know we were done.

He was everything, everything that I wanted...we were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it...and all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away. All this time you were pretending, so much for my happy ending.



2014.

WOHOOOOOOOOO. <3



Gott nytt år!

2013 har varit ett jätte bra år, men samtidigt jätte dåligt.


Har träffat så otroligt fina människor, lärt känna nya människor, träffat YOHIO, asdfghjkl <3


Klockan 12 så blir de att smälla upp dom sista stora raketerna, och stå ute ungefär 1 timme och kolla på alla fina fyrverkerier *-*


Btw, ska kyssa min icke-existerande kille också klockan 00:00 :)))))))))))))


Hoppas iallafall att 2014 blir en aning bättre, att inte må så himla dåligt som jag har gjort 2013, usch....hoppas på de bästa!



Love will remember.

Love will remember you, and love will remember me, I know it inside my heart, forever will forever be ours, even if we try to forget. Love will remember.



-

Hey babe, it's me..
I just wanted to tell you that i love you so so much.
Just wanted to let you know that you are my prince, you are worthy of all of the love in the world, you are the love of my life...




Maki yume.

Sugisaru kisetu moyo wo ni bokura, kawari yuku. Mamae wo yonda, anata no kioku ga, usurenai yo ni. "Unmei" no imi wo wasurenaide, na itsu wo kuso wa de wara ate. Kimi to futari de, yumemita basho e ochitai, ima...hanasnai de. Anata no inai, sekai ni modori takunai, demo...yume wa mada yume no mama de. Shizuka ni, subete wa kieru. Fukai nemuri ni kimi ga irukara, hitorijanai! Demo. Yume wa mada yume no mama de, tashika ni, subete ha owaru. Itsu no hi ka...kono yume mo owaru kana? Afure deta namida o hirotta. <3 Jag jagar drömmen som blev sann. Kimi ga ita.



...

Cold eyes stare back at me, like a white clover.
I keep hiding from myself, you're taking over..
Cold hearts with nothing left, I feel departed.
There is nothing left to say, I'm broken hearted.

Don't you tell me that my love is not enough, don't you tell me that my heart is not enough, to be with you.
Can't you see that I'm dying here inside? Can't you ever see that I have lost my mind? Because of you, goodbye.
I'm shivering.

Tearful eyes stare back at me, this way it's tougher.
Sad memories from the past, why did I suffer.
Too tired to move on, I've lost my purpose.
I keep hiding from myself, I feel so worthless.

Don't you say that you can't live without me now, don't you tell me, 'cause you didn't even try, to be with me...
Can't you see that I'm hurting deep inside? Don't you know how many times I had to cry? Because of you, goodbye.



-

So many voices in my head, there is no way to end this.
So full of sin but in a way,
I never knew about this.

There was no choice I had to make,
These dreams are never ending.
I see you run away from me,
You will never know how I feel.

I cry in vain, to break down all illusions made by me,
There's no escape.
These walls where made by my hands.
So many voices in my head,
So full of sin but it's okay.

Keep running away from me, right before my eyes.
I cant see, I wont be, anymore!
(you will never know how i feel)

I cry in vain, to break down all illusions made by me,
There's no escape.
These walls where made by my hands.