Music_Lover_Las blogg

I'm like a Visual Kei artitst. I dress girly but I listen and play rock music. The only difference is that I'm not a dude. If I ever made a band, it would have to be rock. Or even pop. I don't really want to play slow music. It seems everyone thought I was going to, though.

When I first asked for a guitar, my mom thought I was going to play acoustic guitar. When I told her electric, she was just confused. Everyone was confused. To this day people are always shocked about that. Whenever I would show my electric guitar, people would either be amazed or just shocked. I know I've already said this a billion times, but I LOVE it when people are shocked that I have one! I just do! X) So, yeah. If this posts sounds dumb, whatever. I know it does.

Why am I always ignored? Why? I'm not a ghost!
I went over to a friend- well, kinda a friend- and she completely ignored me. I stood right next to her!
But I'm always ignored or interrupted. It wasn't just that time....

(I am bad with titles!) Am I the only one that actually gets nervous talking to people online? Like, anywhere. Facebook or Emo core? I don't even know why I am! What's the worst that can happen?
Why am I like this? :(

America summer, something I love yet hate. I love it because during summer, we get Summer Vacation. I hate it because of how hot it is! Ugh! It's insane! All you have to do is stand outside for a minute, and you already almost start to sweat.
We don't use Celsius, but we use Fahrenheit (I think I spelled it wrong), so I don't know what it would be in Celsius. But here in Florida, the temperature here during the summer is 90 degrees Fahrenheit! :(

Pain is something you can get rid of. It's hard, but everyone can do it. Sometimes people need a little help. But pain goes away. It always does.
Sometimes the bad happens before the good. Stay strong!

There's a difference between reading situations, and actually experiencing it. When you read something, it doesn't sound that serious. But once you actually experience it, you realize that the situation actually is serious.

I read over my posts, and I just realized something. I sound like some sort of teen that always says, "like, what?" "Like omg" "like no way!"...and anything else. I don't really talk like that.
Well, in my opinion it sounds like that.

Ugh! A know an aritst- one that I hate- who was crying and everyone felt bad for the poor artist...but it was all fake! Those were fake tears! Also, the artist kept making hand movements that looked ridiculous and fake. It was obvious it was fake! But people don't see it. This is a reason why I hate most American artists, they have no feeling and they're selfish!
I'm not going to say who the artist is because I don't want people to start hating me. But oh my gosh! It annoys me! I know I'm overreacting, but I really hate most the artists here.

My life isn't perfect. My parents split when I was like two, I barely see my dad anymore, I don't have a lot of friends cause I'm shy, my mom works all day, my sister is rude to me and she's spoiled, I have a small room, I can't afford a lot of cool things, I don't have a lot of money, people ignore me, I don't consider myself a good singer, I don't have a perfect life. It's kinda sad. There are problems, there are things I want to change, but in the end I'm still grateful for what I have. I'm healthy, I have a roof over my head, I have food. There are things I don't want in my life, but I still should be grateful I have what I need.

It's true. Nothing I do. I always end up making sistuations worse....Gosh, I hate it!